I'm Lost, Too
But It's OKAY!
Introduction
We’ve reached half a decade. Can you believe that?
These five years passed faster than I could blink. So much in my life has shifted in ways I never could’ve predicted. I’ve lived in four different apartments, started and restarted careers, and developed an entirely new relationship with living and enjoyment. The things I’m doing now are things I never imagined I’d be doing five years ago.
Back then, I thought I’d graduate and land at one of the Big Four companies. Imagine that life—I probably wouldn’t have the space or freedom to write reflections like this.
At a recent event, I met a 17-year-old who told me he felt lost and unsure of his purpose. I told him, “I’m lost too.” He looked at me with a thousand questions, and I laughed.
Just because it looks like I have it together doesn’t mean I always do. You’re supposed to let your mind wander sometimes and allow things to unfold naturally. Control what you can, observe what you can’t, and clarity starts to form. That’s how you take steps forward—with guides appearing along the way to keep you from losing direction.
As relieved as he felt hearing that, I felt relief too. In that moment, he became a guide for me as well—reigniting the fire and reminding me that I’m not alone on this path toward becoming an entertainment mogul.
Game Night: CTRL+ FUN
A great night of Mario Kart and Super Smash Bros at The Tiny Cupboard. On December 20th, a massive game night came together—one that really reaffirmed my understanding of where nightlife is headed.
A lot of people aren’t looking to be in the club spending a ton of money or feeling overstimulated. They’re craving something more relaxed—spaces that are chill, intentional, and create real, meaningful moments between people.
Events like this allow for intimacy and genuine connection, giving the opportunity to truly get to know the people who show up and support. I’m extremely excited about how this night came together and what it represents moving forward.
Chicago Hip-Hop Bingo
Chicago, you gave me the perfect ending to the year.
900 people in one room—listening to music and playing bingo. Throwback hits, nonstop laughs, and a surprise guest appearance from Kel Mitchell made the night unforgettable.
I didn’t fully know what to expect until just days before arriving, but Chicago showed up with nothing but pure vibe. The city unlocked childhood memories and delivered one of the best moments of my hosting career.
Major shoutout to DJ Mitch The Kid, LP, and Shawn for holding things down behind the scenes in ways I didn’t even see.
Chicago… I’ll be back. I promise.
Conclusion
Feeling lost is never a bad thing. A little confusion is often part of the journey to where you’re meant to be. Along the way, people and moments appear to guide you and reaffirm the direction.
This interview with GloRilla is one of those moments—another sign that things are aligning. What started as simply shooting content and gathering feedback turned into something bigger. Finding out Ace Charisma was in the building made the moment legendary.
Much appreciation to Jake Soriano for providing that clarity as we continue building and experimenting with one-off freestyle interviews. More content is on the way in 2026 and beyond.
Happy New Year—let’s get to work.
Happy You had a fun time in Chicago!! Keep Living your life bro doing amazing things